My Wish for a normal life

Hello, I am 16 years old and we are fighting to stay with our father. My 2 younger brothers and I need help. Please read our letters we had written to the courts. My father is trying to keep a positive face in front of us and doesn't talk about his medical issues and bills, but we can see his struggle even though he is trying to hide it from us. If anyone can please help us save our family from being torn apart and have a normal life. Thank You Here is my story:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/erccncwi5thwgk7/kaylee.pdf
Here is my last conversation with my mom in August
https://www.dropbox.com/s/5kuerb2ibeqxp1w/Conversation.pdf