Transition Fundraiser

I'm trying to raise money to go abroad for top surgery and hormones. There is currently one surgeon in Ireland doing it and her waiting list is years.. I am on the waiting list for loughlinstown hospital for hormones too but it also could be three years down the line before I even get an appointment there. I have tried to make an appointment in the London Transgender Clinic but need to see a psychologist before they will issue me with a prescription for hormones..the initial consultation is over €500. There is a chance I will have to return for a second or third appointment at £300 each. This is all required before I can even access the London Transgender Clinic for hormones. This wouldn't be so bad if I was 18. But when I was 18 I didn't even realise female to male existed..and now in my 30s I've realised my only way to true happiness is to live as my authentic self. This isn't an elective surgery..its life saving..