girls ice hockey

hi! i am a 15 year old hockey player. My father was hospitalized for over a month and my family has been struggling to pay the medical bills . I am no longer able to play ice hockey because the medical bills are extremly high and my familly needs to pay for them. ice hockey is my passion and i cant imagine life without it. i am fundraising so maybe i could play again. i am trying to get a job but it is very dificult to play sports keep up my grades, also i dont have a lisence so i cant get many places