Help Haley and the kids

I’m haley. I have an 8 year old son and a 2 year old daughter. I’ve been hesitant to do this, I don’t like asking for help. But it’s come to a point I have to. My story-I’ve been struggling for a long time. Mentally. I’ve been able to keep it under control for the most part of my life. I’ve been dealing with this from at least 6th grade. Over the past 3-4 years it has gotten progressively worse. I don’t want to go into grave detail about the ups and downs, but I have attempted suicide twice. but one month ago I felt myself getting scary close again and decided I needed to leave work right then and check myself in to jps. Left work in the middle of my shift and went straight there. That was April 7th. Was put in the psych unit for observation and they decided I needed to be transferred to a center. I spent roughly 36 hours in jps before I was transferred to Sundance, a behavior health center. I spent 10 days there, learned a lot of stuff, and they’ve started me on meds. I got to go home on the 19th of may. I was planning on going back to work that following week, but I’ve been battling with the staff at Sundance to finish and correct my paperwork. 2, going into the 3rd week now. My leave of absence is over tomorrow, April 12th, and it’s still not finished. Which means all the days I’ve missed work will count against me and I will be terminated. I’ve been out of work for over a month now. My insurance canceled since I wasn’t receiving a paycheck. (I did get that fixed thank god, after paying full price for my meds though)All I was trying to do was get the help I needed so I could live a happier life and enjoy living and my kids would have their mother. And it seems like I just keep getting kicked around. This all has put me so far behind financially. I have no idea if I will have a job after tomorrow because of all of this. So please, if you can spare anything, it would be greatly appreciated and help save our home and car. Thank you so muchHaley, Evan, and Ellie