Free Me

Hi, I spent years trying to gather the courage and strength to share my story and beg for help, I hope that this time I will be brave enough to do so. I am a 22 year old girl who years ago I discovered that I like girls. It seems like a normal beginning, something natural that any human being should have the freedom to feel, but I am a Muslim girl born in a Muslim country in a severe familly and staunch defender of the Muslim religion. I don't have that freedom, I can not fall in love with a woman and never have my first kiss because that would be an aberration; I think you all know that in Arab countries it is illegal to have that kind of freedom, and that the consequences of the fact that my family find out about my sexuallity will be terrible. I have no freedom to study or work, I can not go out and have fun, I can not have friends ... they do not give me freedom of anything and this is not because of religion, this is another kind of prison. But now we live in Spain and that's why for months now I'm trying to save money to go far away and start a new better life, I beg you to make it possible... I can not continue denying what I am, denying my existence and happiness because my religion / family believes that what I am is somthing shameful, I can't keep living like this, nobody should, it's not fair. I beg you, whoever you are, help me to start a new life, where I can find that freedom to be myself, the freedom to be happy. I know that I do not know you and that I do not have the right to ask you for help, your problems may be many more than mine, but please, it's enough if you only share my link. Thank you. (I'm not sure if I should share my name)