I haven't updated this post in a few months because I have been too sick and simply exhausted from all of the Chemotherapy. I also hate to ask anybody for help and unfortunately I find the whole process fairly depressing.
Having said that, I desperately need help and any amount you can contribute to my fund will be greatly appreciated.
I have more Chemo today at the Cleveland Clinic, and then at home over the weekend but somehow I'll survive.
My health insurance Drug plan has made it clear that they will not cover many more drugs in 2015 and there are onerous limitations on some that I need to take. There is also the 2015 "death hole" which is going up to $4,700. All of the drugs I need will cost much more in 2015 and I find the whole process simply horrible.
If I hadn't been so sick for the last few months I would have spent time working on our website but when it's difficult to eat and walk, work seems and is impossible.
Anyway, thanks for your help to date. Any amount you can contribute to my fund will be greatly appreciated.
I wrote a message earlier today but for some technical reason it did not reach everybody. I am in dire need of financial help and anything you can contribute however small will help me to continue to fight my Cancer. I will receive more Chemo starting Friday. I also desperately need to buy more medications. I am humbled asking for help but I am too sick and in too much pain to work. The Medicare doughnut "death" hole has made it impossible for me to afford my co-pays. Generic medications that had $60 co -pays with my drug plan are now $264 each for a months supply. Given the dozens of medications I must take each month it makes it impossible for me to purchase what I need and pay my other bills. Anything you can contribute will help me to continue my fight to stay alive. The cost of fighting this disease has completely wiped me out financially and it's terrifying.
I've been a total physical mess from my treatments for Cancer and desperately need financial assistance. Anything you can donate will be greatly appreciated more than you can imagine. I am humbled to ask anybody for help but my situation has become dire and untenable. Being too sick to function and dealing with severe orthopedic pain in addition to the Cancer is a nightmare and without your help I simply cannot survive.
I truly appreciate your generous donations to date. They have allowed me to survive until now. Having said that, even with a couple of recent large donations every penny has already been spent paying bills that accumulated paying for my meds during the Medicare Dougunut "death" Hole gap. This means I still have several thousand dollars to pay off before my insurance kicks in again at it's previous levels. This year the doughnut hole is $4,500 and next year it will be $4,740. It will be phased out by 2020 but that doesn't help me now. I also have bills that desperately need to be paid by August 16th. They amount to about $1,700. I have been so weak and sick that I don't know what to do. Just getting out of bed and walking on most days is a Hurculean task. I try not to be depressed but evey penny that I've ever made and every dollar that has been donated has been used to pay my never ending medical bills. I have more Chemo scheduled for this Friday and I will also need to buy more expensive medications that day as well. I assure you any amount however small you can afford to contribute will help me continue to fight my Cancer. I have not spent a dime on anything else for over four years other than the absolute necessities. This means I haven't bought a shirt, shoes or anything else that isn't essential. Just keeping gas in the car and paying for all of the insurance policies for my car, condo, etc. has been a never ending drain. If I could work I would. I actually dream of the day I will feel well enough to work on our website again. When the car needs new brakes or anything else it's now become a financial crisis. In fact the car does need new brakes and I have no idea how I will pay for them.
Again , Thank you for your help to date but anything you can afford to donate will help me more than you can possibly imagine. I try to keep my mood positive but it does get harder as I've gotten sicker from the effects of the Chemo. The good news is the treatments have kept the cancer in Check and therefore I am still alive and able to write and ask for your help. It humbles me to be in such a dire financial position. I also assure you without your help I wouldn't still be alive.
I am in desperate need of financial help. I just finished my latest Chemo infusion today. Unfortunately I cannot pay my bills including my mortgage this month because of the extra cost of my meds due to the punitive Medicare Doughnut hole. I have no idea what to do until I can work on our website again. Anything however small anybody can spare will allow me to buy food and hopefully pay several important bills.
I hate asking for help but I am desperate.
I am now hooked up to my Chemo Pump. What scares me more than the Cancer is not being able to pay my ongoing bills. Being so sick weak and in pain doesn't give me any leeway whatsoever. I have to ask for help with donations so I can pay for my ongoing care. The bottom line certainly boils down to a Shakespearean "TO BE OR NOT TO BE" .
Anything you can afford to donate will help me more than you can imagine.
I posted an update last night. I do need to let everybody know how truly desperately I need financial help now. I've simply been so sick that I haven't been able to function or even ask for help for the last month.. I start another round of Chemo tomorrow and I desperately need funds to pay for bills. Anything anybody can contribute will be a Godsend.
I feel totally helpless and I hate asking anybody for help but until I can regain some energy I don't know what else to do. My hip and elbow have also been very painful lately, so my life in wet humid FL has been almost unbearable for the last eight weeks.
I've simply been too sick to sit at the computer and write an appeal for the last month. I am in desperate need of financial help so I can continue to receive my ongoing medications, fight my Cancer and pay my bills. The doughnut "death" hole has recently made my financial plight even more severe. Medications that formerly had a $60 co-pay are now costing over $164.00 for a thirty day supply. Unfortunately, I take dozens of medications fighting this disease and stopping treatment now is simply not an option I wish to contemplate. Anything you can contribute will help me to continue to fight this pernicious disease and stay alive. FYI Many medications are simply not covered by insurance at all so fighting this illness is very costly.
I've been dealing with severe Nausea, Neuropathy, Mental Exhaustion and other nasty cumulative Chemo side effects but I am determined to keep going and ultimately beat this disease. Better minds than mine, have said the current treatments for Cancer are often much worse than the disease itself.
Again, anything you can afford to contribute will be greatly appreciated. I am desperate to continue to fight this Cancer. I have also been humbled by this illness and the generosity of my friends, family and acquaintances.
I am still in truly desperate shape physically and financially. The pain and exhaustion have left me with few options other than to ask for help on this site. Anything anybody can contribute will be greatly appreciated because it will allow me to continue with my treatments and medications. As I've mentioned I am in the doughnut hole so the cost of my medications has risen substantially.
Every dollar that has already been donated has been spent on my ongoing medical bills. I am desperately sick from my Chemotherapy and asking for help from anybody is humbling for me. Unfortunately given my seriously deteriorated state of health, the only thing I know how to do is to keep fighting so I can try to beat this Cancer.
Thanks in advance for anything you can do to help me.
I appreciate the help I've received to date more than I'll ever be able to convey in mere words. Having said that, I still desperately still need to raise additional donations as quickly as possible to continue to pay for my medical bills. I also urgently need some dental work because of the chemotherapy side effects. I've been replacing the dental crowns myself as they have come loose but unfortunately the harsh chemicals have caused some additional damage and it will require the help of a professional. I have been fighting to stay alive and have drained all of my financial resources. Asking for help given my current state of health is my only recourse at the moment.
I pray for the day when I have enough energy to actively work our website again. In the meantime, if anybody can help me with even a small donation it will allow me to continue my ongoing fight against this pernicious cancer. I humbles me asking for your help, but I honestly don't know what else to do.
I have been receiving medical care for Metastatic Colon Cancer for
the last three years. Unfortunately, I now find myself in a position where I need to ask others for financial assistance. I am simply too sick to generate the income I need to be financially self sustaining.
I personally know from a lifetime of my own medical expenses how deleterious any serious illness can affect one's finances. I have been fighting to stay alive most of my adult life. I now find myself in a position that forces me to ask others to help me so I can continue to fight my Cancer and stay alive.
My entire life savings were depleted because of the cost of my Health Insurance and additional
medical expenses for the previous three and a half decades. If this had not been the case, I would most
certainly be able to pay my current and future bills. I had an accident when I was 29 years old and spent the better part of a year recovering at The Hospital For Special Surgery in NYC.
Getting older and depleting
ones life savings on medical care is depressing, I also realize,
had I not received the extraordinary care I did when I was younger, I
would not have survived until now. I have read many of the other requests on this website and I know that I am not alone in my financial plight. Because of my preexisting condition the cost of my health insurance was exorbitant for most of my adult life.
My Premium (Motivation / Gifts) Publishing Business FRW Inc., which marketed
among other things, subscription renewal premiums to companies like Newsweek,
imploded with the publishing industry and was a casualty of the larger financial meltdown. Ultimately, due to lack of sales, I was forced to close the
I moved to FL full time in late 2011 after seven months of Radiation and Chemotherapy in NYC through my HMO. I no longer had my former health insurance policy that would have allowed me to use the MD's and hospitals that had helped me survive over the previous three and a half decades.
I moved to an HMO in 2009 because my monthly health insurance premiums were about to jump to $4,800 per month from $4,500 per month. By then, I had almost completely exhausted my financial reserves so I had no other options. Since I was about to
turn 65 in January 2012, after moving full time to FL., I waited an additional month for continuing health care. I did this because I was eligible for
Medicare in January 2012. What I did not know was that to receive the care I required to stay alive, I would also need to pay for two expensive Supplemental Medicare Health insurance policies. Cancer treatments are not cheap and Medicare doesn't cover everything including many drugs, procedures and incidentals.
To earn money, I started a website called fascinatingeffects.com with Drew
Denning. This site was designed to sell items that both of us had inherited or
had made by hand ourselves. The hope was that this site would allow us to generate the
desperately needed income to remain financially solvent. To date, that has not been the case. The website is still active but it is unfortunately not yet financailly self sustaining.
FYI - I have been receiving Chemotherapy at the Cleveland Clinic in Weston FL. since January 2012. The Chemotherapy is very
hard on my system and it's nearly impossible to do anything between treatments.
The medical care I receive at the Cleveland Clinic is excellent and I have a wonderful Oncologist. I now find myself in the financial position, where If I cannot afford the expensive supplemental health insurance policies, (and the cost of the various drug co-pays), I shortly won't be able to continue to receive the level of health care that has sustained my life for the last two years. This is a horrible situation and I quite often feel helpless.
I have had some sales on the fascinatingeffects.com website
and I now receive my social security retirement benefits, but my income doesn't even begin to cover the cost of the various Health Insurance Policies, Co-Pays, Health Related incidentals like Dental Care, let alone my Mortgage, Auto Insurance, Car
Repairs, Telephone bills, Home Insurance for my Condominium, Real Estate Taxes, Food, etc.
Unfortunately the apartment which I share with Drew Denning is deeply underwater so I cannot sell it. This in no small part is due to the fact that the housing bubble was extremely severe in FL.
Not knowing what to do, and afraid I would not be able to
continue to pay my ongoing bills, I have contacted dozens of Cancer Organizations. I qualified for their help,
but due to a lack of donations from their supporters they simply could not help me. Our sluggish economy has everything to do with this ongoing financial dilemma.
Asking anybody to help me with my
financial problems is something I never thought I would have to do. The whole process of asking for help from anybody, is mortifying and humbling. I desperately need to keep my apartment, and I need to continue to receive the quality medical care at The Cleveland Clinic that will let me survive my battle with Cancer. To accomplish my goals, I find that I have no other options but to reach out to my friends, family, and others for their help and support at this time in my life. As the saying goes, where there is life, there is hope.
enormous medical expenses, I no longer have any discretionary income. I try to live very modestly but my fixed costs keep mounting. Thankfully, some friends and family members
including Drew Dennings, have helped with loans and some monetary gifts. These loans and gifts have allowed me
to survive this long. I now need to generate more income quickly or I will
not be able to pay for my ongoing care or remain in my apartment. It's a choice I would rather not be forced to make.
I am very embarrassed about asking anybody for monetary help and even writing this plea makes me feel worthless. I would much rather earn the money myself, but because of my ongoing illness and the severe side effects from my treatments, my ability
to work has been severely compromised. Due to decades of extraordinarily expensive
medical care, I now find that I have few alternatives to stay afloat financially other than to turn to a fund raising
site like this. Perhaps, had there been an affordable health care act when I was younger, that did not penalize prior preexisting medical conditions, I would not find myself in this current financial predicament.
Contracting an expensive illness after spending the previous three
and a half decades dealing with severe and expensive Orthopedic problems isn't
easy. I do know that the extraordinary care I received when I was younger at The Hospital For Special Surgery from Dr. Phillip Wilson Jr. and many of the other amazing MD's and staff members, allowed me to survive until now. I take each day as it comes and I
realize how fortunate I am to still be alive. Please know that I do try to work when I am well enough to do so. My hope is that one day soon I'll regain enough energy to work full time on the fascinating effects website.
Posting my story on the gofundme.com website hopefully will allow me to
reach a larger universe of potential donors. I hope this larger pool of former friends, co workers, and friends of friends, can help contribute something to allow me to continue to receive my health care and the medications I need to survive.
Your help will also allow me to remain mentally positive about my ongoing fight to beat the cancer that has attacked my system. It's not in my nature to quit and given all of the money, energy and time that I have spent to stay alive until now, it would be a crime to simply give up.
I am turning to others via this funding website to see if they can help me with my fight. All donations will be appreciated more than mere words will allow me to express.
Thank you in advance for your compassion and understanding. May all of you be
blessed with good health and prosperity.