Help Azkadelia Get Back On Her Feet

The last 6-8 months have been extremely rough, having clocked 80+ hours a week across multiple jobs, having no days off, losing a few friends to distance and to the next great adventure, moving twice, shattering my phone, and finally getting into an accident trying to avoid killing a raccoons As of yesterday, I was informed my car is totaled and I need to make new plans. I have 3 jobs at the moment with varying bizarre hours and distances, I also have an event I would really love not to have to miss performing at. I have rented a car that has helped eat all of my savings, I will find out today what the details on my Nissan and if I'll be getting anything for it. I have fallen to far and so hard and yet I know I'm luckier than most. I'm holding on but just barely. I hate asking for help, everyone has their own problems, let alone worrying about mine. However, I need help. I need to buy a new car, well used car. ASAP. I need to get something I can transport my circus equipment in and that will last me on my endless cycle of driving. I need something that I can be okay being in ALOT. I need help with the down payment. This accident, rental and move have cleaned everything I have out .. too the point where the only thing I have in my fridge is old pizza. I don't expect anyone to help but if you feel so inclined I would really appreciate the aid. My birthday is in June and I would consider it the best birthday present ever to help me get back on my feet and able to get to work to make a living. I am suppose to leave for Steampunk on Friday and if I can't fix this before then I may not be making it to perform for them. Alternatively if you would like to order any of my flowers made from genuine duct tape in lieu of a donation the profit all goes towards helping me get a car. Please share with your friends. Any support I can get would be amazing. A share, a donation, a flower order, a kind word. I need my luck to change and I'm hoping to help it along. Thank you again, asking for help is definitely not a strong suit, those who know me know this all too well.