Sachi's Dream

Hello friends, family, and fellow animal lovers. Ever since I was a young girl I have been the most happiest working with animals. My life has been far from perfect, but I am happy and I love every minute of it. I am currently engaged to be married this year in august to the most amazing man. I am a mother to a beautiful 4 year old little girl. Recently I was selected to go through the hiring process for animal control officer. A long time dream and goal of mine. But sadly a trauma in my past has made it difficult to move forward. I was told I failed my psych evaluation, they did not tell me the reason. But the doctor told me he had concerns with anxiety and focus, since I was on anxiety meds for a while after a traumatic experience with an abusive ex boyfriend. Years ago 4 to be exact. Today I am not on any medications, I am happy focused, I work security for a company that aids against drugs and alcohol. I have worked in a veterinary emergency hospital taking in critical patients, with no problems to my psych. Because of my past I have been permanently dismissed from any peace officer job, and animal control. How ever I get a second chance to change that. I can get a second opinion from another doctor which I shall, if anything to try and not give up. But mainly to show I am able to function and preform the job duties with no problems, my current health physician wrote a letter that I was able to preform the job duties with no problems. That was not enough. I have a license to own hand guns, at which I due, I go to the local range when I can with my fiancé and we spend a few hours at the range target practice, all just for sport. We do not hunt at all. Everyone I know, even people I do not know well have told me I would be great at this job, I deserve this job. I have had strangers come up or watch me at work dealing with stressful people and tell me well done for handling it so well. It honestly almost puts me in tears, to be told that, yet my chance was ruined and crushed. Today I hate to do this but I am asking for some help. In order for me to get that second opinion from the other doctor, I have to pay for it. It's going to cost me and my family $800. Which sadly I don't have. And my parents losing their house they have had for 28 years are struggling. They want to help me but I want to also help them. I have an apt on April 28th for my psychology exam. And I am hoping I can ask people for help to help my family and I pay for this apt. If I pass then the county will pay for a third apt and if I pass that I am back on the eligibility list. This is my dream, where I want to be. If I don't for some reason make it, I at least tried. But I would hope something in the past would not ruin my future. Thank you for reading and taking the time. Sachi