HELP HOLLY

I have had Holly for 6 years. My little beautiful Pomeranian 4 pounds super tiny. I remember when I got her never forget it. It was right after losing another Pomeranian that was only 5 months when she died a sudden tragic death. I was devastated and severely depressed. So to tried and fix my heart I got another. It didn't get rid of the pain but it helped a little.She was waiting for me in a tiny little kennel looking around not afraid just sitting up front in her little box waiting to see who is coming to get her l will never forget it. the beautiful little wife face. So Thursday morning I give my treats out to my girls. Then went to work. I come home to a sick HOLLY suddenly there is something severely wrong with her my healthy little beautiful girl. I spent the whole day trying to make her feel better I thought maybe it was just a little bug. Turns out it's more than just giving her brown rice and bland chicken to make her feel better. Pains me to say her tiny little body going through such distress. I am not sure what is wrong doctors haven't giving me much answers. Says she has a severe infection blockage in her intestines they also see her liver is having complications as well as her kidneys But she's in super critical condition. I don't know what happen if you knew me and how overprotective I am with my girls you would know that I try my best to do everything holistic and with much research to find the best way to prolong their lives. I have such pride to ask for help. But i guess you can't have too much pride when you love your pets this as much as I do . So I am asking anything would be appreciated. This comes at the worst time but that is life I guess. Right now I have to let go of my pride for my girl.