Help Ame and River!
so an update, I am fighting, bald no eyebrows no eyelashes left and wonked out from massive doses of steroids, try and imagine my friends going this journey alone, in the physical sense, River is my inspiration living mylife another few decades is my inspiration, you try and be brave and strong while you rent a room looking around for strength and courage and money to eat, close your eyes and imagine
so an update, I have been diagnosed with 4th stage non hodgkins lymphoma, I was released from county hospital on Saturday after a 4 day infusion haze, got my neulasta injection yesterday and back to the hospital in ventura tomorrow the 11th for labwork and a meeting with the oncologist, I'm in for an 8 month roadtrip of chemo and a bone marrow transplant inbetween. I have a River to raise as you all know and have every intention of hope and a long life with my beautiful boy, to my loyal friends, my heart , to my brother who made a reconnection after 7 years, my love, and to life, long to be lived
claire, victoria, christine, karen, Gail, love to all of you, now .....we have some cancer to kill ladies
Thank you to all you are extending so much grace, tomorrow i go for my bone marrow biopsy, cancer is now in my liver and back in my neck, I say we all just KILL THE CANCER
humbled, grateful for all the help, surgery tomorrow, scared