My Lazy Eye

For as long as I can remember I've been so self conscious about the way I look because of my eye. At least once a day I get asked "are you looking at me" or "what are you looking at". Most the time I get so nervous to meet new people because I'm scared they won't like me because of the way I look. I've had plans on getting it fixed for so long now and with my birthday coming up in a few weeks it'd finally be cheaper, but we just realized that we still need $600. With senior pictures coming up and everything else that life throws at you, I would really appreciate any help that everyone would be willing to offer!