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Snoopi Botten   WARREN, OH
My real legal name is SNOOPI BOTTEN.  My name is an acronym for "Someone Needs One Other Person Indefinitely Because Of The Tiny Emotional Nails".  An emotional nail can be anything.  And sometimes it takes a while to heal from it, and sometimes healing never comes.  But when we take what life has given us and share it with the next person, it helps.

I have Cerebral Palsy, which has never bothered me.  Yeah I'm in a wheelchair, and yeah I'm hard to understand.  But I have a sharp mind and nothing has ever held me back.

The video I'm including was made in Minnesota at the start of my music career.  I wanted to be a singer, I was told it was impossible to program speech software to sing.  I thought people meant it was impossible for me to do it, I didn't understand it was totally impossible.  So as you will see in the video, I made a communication device sing.  My work opened the door so any non-speaking person can sing.  I then became a street singer and I used the money to travel, doing concerts and speaking engagements.  I also moved to Warren Ohio.

I'm now 51.  Four years ago after a concert, my health drastically went down hill and I couldn't move for about 10 months.  I then had surgery which helped, but not as much as I had hoped.  I then had a lot of infections and almost died twice.  Then last year I was diagnosed with chronic Leukemia.

Before I say I never thought it would happen to me, let me explain.  Because I had Cerebral Palsy, I thought I would never get Cancer or anything else.  No one ever talked to me about the end of life as a disabled person.  So I just thought your heart gave out or something.

So I'm struggling because I wish I was warned about old age.  I miss traveling, I miss EVERYTHING!  I use to be one of the top disabled speakers in America.  Then it hit me, I could travel a few more times and give the talk I never had.  All I need is the money.

Because I now have home health staff traveling with me and they have to stay in a separate hotel room; I have to buy 2 airline tickets, pay for 2 hotel rooms, 2 conference registrations, and so on.

If I was living in Minnesota, I would street sing for the money.  But I'm in Warren Ohio where street singing is illegal.  So I was told about this site.

I need to get the money together before I fill out the call for papers to try to speak somewhere.  I'm doing this for the disabled community.  If you donate and help me do this, disabled people worldwide will be thanking you for sending me to them.
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Update 10
3 days ago
I really thank everyone for donating to, and sharing my campaign. In this update, I want to share part of what I'm trying to keep going and pass on.

The software I program to sing is called Dectalk, and it was invented by a group of people at MIT. The name most recognized for the project is Dennis KLATT. For some reason, Dennis left everything in the software unlocked, making it 100 percent programmable. You can create unlimited male and female voices, program them to sing, act, or anything you want. Dectalk was way ahead of it's time and was a real gift to the blind and the disabled communities.

Dennis died in 1988. In 1989 I Prayed and asked God to make me a singer. I then basically ended up with a device that had Dectalk in it. I freaked because I knew Dectalk at the time was $2000.00. So I read the manual and basically became excited when I read it could sing. I never put it down and I spent 36 months trying to get it to sing just one sound. Finally I got it to hold a pitch. BINGO! I suddenly had something that I could program to sing, God had made me a singer so to speak.

Over the years I've learned that Dennis wanted someone like me to be able to sing by using Dectalk, which was why he made it 100 percent programmable. However, the instructions were totally unclear. You had to understand linguistics, be very good I'm math, know how to read sheet music, convert music time into milliseconds, and you had to know a lot. I didn't care what it took, I was going to make it sing. 7 years later I became a singer.

What I love about Dectalk is, there is no end to this thing, you always find little things that you didn't know about. I practice 14 hours a day because I want to sing that bad. I know I've pushed the software far beyond what Dennis had in mind, but I just want to sing that bad. Dectalk truly is my voice.

Dectalk was once very popular in communication devices and many disabled people were using Dectalk to sing. Well, part of what happen was, it became too expensive for companies to put Dectalk into devices.

I feel Dectalk for the disabled is equal to a human voice, and if any person can open their mouth and sing, why isn't it the same with Dectalk? The human brain sends signals to enable someone to sing. All I do is write the signals to enable Dectalk to sing.

Companies are now backing away from including Dectalk in devices. I have collected different Dectalk languages, Dectalk versions, and so on. So even if a device doesn't have Dectalk, I have many, many ways of putting Dectalk onto a device. I even have a Dectalk SAPI 5, but my business partner helps with the instructions for installing because SAPI is over my head.

Blake and I both program songs. We do it because we both know this stuff is hard even though to us it's easy. If some song will help someone find who they are, or motivate them to use their device, it's all worth it.

In handing down the torch in 2017, maybe someone else will keep Dectalk alive. That's why meeting my financial goal and doing this end of life talk is so important to me. My entire life people have doubted my abilities. Dectalk has no choice, it has to do whatever I program it to do. So at the end of my life, if I can get enough people to understand that people like me have a disabled body but a clear mind, it might create a better path for the next generation.

Please share my campaign and donate if you can.
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Update 9
10 days ago
I have been shy with expressing my faith in this campaign. The reason is, the events I'm hoping to be presenting at are State sponsored. So mentioning God is basically forbidden. So in this update I want to make it clear that what I'm about to write sadly won't be shared at the events. These are technology events anyway, so sharing God would totally clash with these events.

I was told I was thought to be brain-dead at birth. I believe I actually was. I have never ever shared this but I remember as a child having this presents come over me and giving me the gift to keep trying. I now know that it was God. The trouble is, I don't have the ability to give up. God has always met my needs and He has brought me very far in life.

In passing the torch down to the next generation, I wanna post here what I can't say in my presentation. The best technology in the world can't give you a direction. It takes a relationship with Jesus. Through that, God can reveal your personal gifts and match you with the right technology so you can become all that you were meant to be.

The video is a sample of how I talk. My hands wouldn't work at the time, so I set my device up for a single selection start and had a friend press the needed selection.

Please help so I can give a presentation in 2017.
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Update 8
11 days ago
What is artificial and what is real? I thought about that question as I was mixing the synthetic vocal work of Blake Roberts in with the performance track and then putting the video to it. Hearing computer vocals as if they were coming out of Celine Dion is so strange. "My heart will go on", is something that I think needs to be grasped all over again in America. Human value.

Wheelchairs, walkers, braces and many other medical equipment are needed by disabled people. But at what point does this equipment make people feel like machines. Seeing Celine sounding like a machine is not so funny when that's how you feel.

When you get diagnosed with something and as you go down hill losing the ability to do things, you start to feel like a machine rather than a human being. You can say your heart and your legacy will go on, but after you sink so far, you realize it's over. And as hard as it is, your heart will go on.

I know mine will. And in 2017, I hope to give my last talk and inspire the next generation. For some, they are just learning where their heart is and what that means. For others, they got the news that they don't have much time lift and they can only hope they have made a lasting impact on the world.

Please help me make a lasting impact. Please donate so I can afford to plant some seeds of inspiration through my last talk. Near, far, wherever you are, please donate so my heart will go on and on.
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Update 7
15 days ago
Looking back at my life I guess I'm lucky. I had my first summer job at age 16, and throughout my life it was normal for me to have 3 jobs at once on top of doing concerts and speaking engagements.

I was also being a guest speaker at different schools and colleges around the Country on various topics. Then once I did a task on finding a job because I just never had a problem getting hired. Then I spoke about being an effected communicator, which is the video I'm now sharing.

These are all things that can help people prepare for their journey in life. But when old age catches up and you get diagnosed with something that changes everything, it's hard! That's why in 2017 I wish to do an end of life presentation for the disabled. As an effective communicator I can help people prepare for what none of us can avoid.

Donate if you can so I can afford to travel in 2017.
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$470 of $3,000 goal

Raised by 8 people in 29 days
Created June 7, 2016
LJ
$50
Laure Jones
7 days ago
BR
$80
Blake Roberts
19 days ago

Snoopi's music and talks are blessings.

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$10
Anonymous
24 days ago
$20
Anonymous
24 days ago
BR
$60
Blake Roberts
25 days ago

Snoopi is worth donating to because God uses him as an inspiration to the world.

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$100
Anonymous
27 days ago
$50
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29 days ago
LB
$100
Lisa Brochu
29 days ago

Proud to be the first one to donate!

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