Fight Cancer & Still Pay the Bills
Since I have no medical insurance and only my fixed Social Security income, I have had to either pursue the less costly therapies or use only the most effective portions of protocols that I couldn't fund at full scale. Of course not everything works for everyone, so there's necessarily been some trial and error and changes in what I'm working with. While I have not achieved my ultimate goal of complete remission, I believe I am on the right track. However, I have exhausted my savings and piled up a significant amount of debt. I hope that with your help and generosity I will be able to keep on healing myself and not have to worry about whether I can pay my bills and my rent. My goal is to be able to make all my payments and eventually pay down my debt. Thank you all so much for your support and healing wishes.
It was another educational experience. The stent that had been placed in my esophagus had "migrated." It was in my stomach! According to the doctors this is absolutely unheard of - making me a unique anomaly. So they removed it. Consulting multiple opinions, they decided that it would not be advisable to place another due to the unheard of risk of it migrating like the first one compounded by the complications of my travel requirements. It was also decided to not do a PET scan to assess the current stage of the cancer since that would be an otherwise unnecessary dose of radiation. Weird - to me, at least - the radiation is considered unnecessary (and potentially carcinogenic) only if it is not part of the "therapy" protocol of chemo, radiation & surgery (poison, burn & cut). Ultimately it was agreed that a second endoscopy to dilate the passage through the tumor would be done and before that we would test to see if I could tolerate a do-it-yourself dilation procedure so I could maintain better eating functionality at home without so much medical assistance. The device is a length of silicon about the length of my arm. It is tapered from a tip smaller than the diameter of a pencil to somewhat larger than the diameter of a penny. Surgical jelly is applied to the first two inches of length for lubrication. You sit upright and throw your head back like a baby bird waiting for mama to stuff a worm down your throat and swallow the silicone like a sword swallower, the taper gradually easing the tumor open. The silicone is marked for length and you hold it at the required mark - when you've swallowed to the mark you are dilated. I was able to do four of these in increasing diameter to assure the doctors it would be an applicable procedure and to determine the correct size for the situation. They then ordered that size & one smaller to be shipped to me here and I will be swallowing them probably twice a week while I continue with my alternative protocols in hope of shrinking & ultimately eliminating the tumor / cancer.
I flew back home Friday and have had no real trouble eating since then - though I still avoid some textures of food altogether. It is a year ago today that I was originally admitted to the VA Hospital & diagnosed. It would be nice if I was cancer-free well before the next anniversary. Time will tell.
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On the other hand, each airport is 20 miles one way from either my house or the VA hospital which amounts to $80 - $100 dollars in taxi & shuttle fares, so I'm still looking for help with that.
Again, I would like to thank everyone who has been kind enough to donate previously. It's not only been helpful financially but it has been emotionally & psychologically supportive as well.
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Good News: In the month since I last posted, my cough has cleared up and when I do need to clear some phlegm, it is only occasionally tinged with pink. This leads me to hope that the meds have halted or reversed the spread of the cancer into my lungs.
The marketing training program that I wanted to join offered a monthly payment alternative just before the subscription deadline so I am participating in that. It's only been 3 classes, all very basic, so nothing has been learned that has led to any earnings yet. However, all in due time.
It has been 7 weeks today since the stent was placed in my esophagus. I have gained back about half the weight I had lost and, frankly, another 5 - 7 lbs would leave me lighter than before, but right at the top of my recommended BMI range. After an extended period of pureed food only, eating solid foods has been a real and enjoyable reprieve.
The Not So Great News: For reasons I haven't yet figured out, something went awry at the end of week 4. Gradually my swallowing capability has been compromised again. Although the stent is permanent, rigid and firmly anchored in place, it only has a diameter of 22mm - which is the same size as a nickel. I don't know for sure if it is strong enough to maintain its diameter under pressure from additional tumor growth. On the other hand, I don't know what sort of obstacle it would present if the meds caused the tumor to shrink. There might be an overall increase in the opening of the esophageal passage but then the stent could contribute to blockage by being off-center or whatever - not an entirely clear picture.
International long distance means I am only communicating with the doctors via the Veterans Affairs Secure Messaging System and all they have said is schedule an appointment for an XRay and Endoscopy. That would be swell if I was living in the Tampa area, but is much easier said than done when I'm 1300 plus miles away.
So once again, I'd like to express my gratitude for the generous contributions & help I've received previously. But at this point I'm in need of air fare to make another doctors' visit and am asking the help of anyone who has the means to contribute so I can get that visit accomplished. I might even find out that I've made better progress than I'd imagined and maybe that stent will come out and the tumor continue to shrink. I can only hope.
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