Denise's fight

I have terminal cancer. I have leiomyosarcoma stage 4 and I need to get to Stanford because they have the best sarcoma center in the Bay Area. I'm trying to fight this as hard as I can and Stanford has the best options for me. I had cancer at the age of 19, Hodgkin's disease and best the odds with that. I went through 8 months of harsh chemo (ABVD) which made me unbelievably sick, 3 months of radiation and then another month of chemo. The radiation I went through is what caused the cancer I have today. The tumor that is wrapped around my aorta very tightly, is the main concern. Please help me in this fight. I'm not ready to give up or lay down and die.