Please help me keep my phone

  Hello, My name is Dani.
           I struggle with major depressive disorder, PTSD, and other anxiety disorders from consistant physical/sexual/emotional abuse. I've started remembering repressed memories lately and its made me feel very suicidal I spend most of my time wishing I could just be gone. I have spent a lot of time in therapy, and I am trying to find the will to live again. I hate being this way because I am a very independant person. I am not in any condition to work, have been fired twice due to panic attacks and missing work because of being hospitalized after suicide attempts. After this my doctors have told me I am no longer able to work until I become more stable. I rarely go outside my home. Being around large groups of people trigger panic attacks that almost mimic seizures. 

  Having a phone (keeping it on) would greatly improve the quality of life for me, and in reality could possibly prevent my death.

  Any extra money will be spent on medical bills, vital medications, and food. I have no income so food is hard to come by and i've lost 40 pounds since this ordeal.
       
     I would like to say I lost the weight due to hard work, haha. But thanks to your efforts this has been easier on me. I don't know where I would be if you all hadn't helped get me a TracPhone. Thank you so much for your time and continued support!