Alexander law fund

Ok.... So here it goes ... I have been a single mom for over two and a half years... I was alone and pregnant with my son. His father was not involved the whole... pregnancy nor was he there for the birth... Everyone goes through there struggles believe me I have... I went from being homeless almost ready to pop bouncing from place to place. I then had my son Alexander 12/2/12 all my sadness seemed to disappear... Things got better! I then went to stay with my sister whom had opened her doors to me and my son... I sent pictures to my sons father and he finally wanted to see him at almost three months old! I wanted to do the right thing and have him in my sons life so I moved to mass with my son ... Even though I did not listen to my sister who feared this would happen. I grew very close with my exes mother who I thought was my best friend me and her son never got back together. Time passed it was getting harder and harder me to live the next st over from his father and would barley come to even see his son always had some excuse.. After two and a half years of waiting around for him I finally had enough and sat down with both him and his mother out of respect and said I was ready to finally let it go and move on ... They both said they just wanted me to be happy.... Well they lied .... For the first time in years I never felt so special and then in seconds it was ripped away.... The person who I thought was my best friend had rented a apartment to me for me and her grandson .... And because her son finally wanted to try after it was to late and I was finally happy they could not take seeing my son with someone else.... So i get on my door a 30 day notice to move or I would be evicted ... Yes that's right ... I had no where to go in the state of mass and they knew this ... I went to my mothers house this past Memorial Day for about a week to get away from all the harassing and drama .... This woman went into my home with a moving truck took all my belongings and put my cloths in trash bags and says I abandond my place .... I had food in fridge cloths in closets everything ... I call the dp they said nothing they can do ... Because they know the sergeant very well... So from there I called legal aid of mass and told them my situation and asked if I would need fathers permission to go to ct with my son because he never signed the birth cert . But we were in the process of paternity .... I left mass to ct and I get a letter at my moms house to court June 5 2014 that was the day the judge made me hand over my son all because I crossed state lines .... I saw him once since that day ... I called every legal office in ct and mass legal aid mass bar ass and national lawyers guild... And I called catholic charities noo one can help me or wants to go up against there lawyer and the one person that will cost 5000 retaining fee I cannot afford ... All I want is my son home and anyone who knows me knows how much my children mean to me ... I'm trying to set up a benefit anything that can help me get my son back home or find a lawyer that wants to go up against these scumb... Please hold on to your babies a little tighter you never know when they will be ripped away.... What makes me so sad is I'm a good mom I don't do drugs never had Dcf involved and I have to hand him over while there are addicts out there with thee kids..... And I have to hand mine to his father whom he hardly knows but by mostly pictures... If anyone has any ideas pleas inbox me I am at my wits end ... I just want my baby home!!!!!!