Surgery/Medical/Mayo Clinic

Hi everyone I have fallen on hard times and would like to share my story and ask for help. I know a lot of you know my story but incase you don't here it is. I am a 27 yr old stay at home mom of three wonderful kids! I could not be blessed more than I already am, my husband and kids are my absolute world. About 2 years ago I became very ill and missed close to a year of my kids lives I was in the hospital for weeks at a time, if I wasnt admitted to the hospital I was in the er very sick, ect. During all this I tried to stay positive and decided after about a year of missing out on my kids lives that I was going to take my own life back. I changed my lifestyle and diet and for about a yr it was working out well for me. However as of recently things have changed and i have become ill again my unknown intestinal problems have come back, I need surgery to remove my endomitriosis, and am hoping my turn at the mayo clinic comes up soon. I am doing my best to stay out of the hospital but it is hard when the doctors at the hospital my insurance is through is denying seeing me due to costs my insurance has yet to pay. I am in need of seeing my doctor quiet badly so I do not end up where I was once at. The hospital is saying that I need to start payment of my $10,000+ bill before any doctor out of the hospital will see me. I would need to put down almost $2000.00 to even be seen by anyone and would need constant payment until this bill is paid off. Not only is this putting a strain on our family financially but emotionally as well since my kids are very scared of the health condition I was once in. My husband is a very hard worker and is the main supporter of our family and this is our only chance to get the help we need so I can be treated and get healthy for them. Anything and everything would help and be much appreciated and if my insurance decides to settle my claim after the fact I will donate that money to someone else in need like me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking the time out to read my story and help me.