Facial Femenization Surgery

So quick background my name is Hasana I am from Dominican Republic I was born there and I came here when I was 10 years old so I don't come from much money. I am now 18 and I started to transition almost a year ago and the more I've been transitioning the more I have realize that it is unsafe for me to go out and live my truth without facial feminization surgery, it's honestly terrifying going out as my true self. Being a black trans woman I have a huge target on my back as it is, but it's a lot harder when you can't pass, anything can happen to me out in the world I might not even make it to tomorrow as it is. At first in the beginning of my transition I thought I wasn't going to get any surgeries or anything but I quickly realized that for me and my transition it's a necessity. Especially to just feel comfortable, honestly dysphoria sucks. If you can't donate that's completely ok, I know that some people just can't. I am one of those people, every time I see my trans sisters with a fund me account I want to donate so bad but then I have to worry about what I'm going to eat the next day. So if you can't donate that's completely ok, but if you can it's greatly appreciated regardless thank you so much for reading my story and visiting my page. I hope everyone has and awesome day and stay safe.