Hello, my name is Ryan. I'm a 22 year old college dropout(due to lack of funds) with no job. I suffer from social anxiety(or at least that what I believe I have) and it has always been hard for me to make friends. I think I've only had one friend in my 22 years of living and we drifted apart once high school started. I've never had a girlfriend or a kiss. I wake up every morning with the fear that maybe I'm never going to figure this life thing out. Maybe I'm destined to be a bum on the street or worse. If you've ever been in my situation, you know that feeling, that feeling of inadequacy. But the feeling isn't the worst part. The worst part is how my mother looks at me. She looks at me like I'm a loser. And that hurts more than anything. After spending the last few years of my life feeling like I'm not a part of society, I'm ready to go out and finally be the successful person I'm capable of being. I've always had the idea in my head to start a sports apparel line but I've never actually done anything about it. But now I'm ready. I want to start a sports apparel business. My designs have been well received, but the lack of funds means I am not able to have them printed in large amounts. I also need help buying shipping supplies and a new printer for shipping labels. I've always been a giving person. When my mom couldn't afford to buy my brother new school clothes or shoes, I used $300 of my graduation money to buy him stuff. Whenever a kid didn't have enough money for lunch or something in school, I would give it to him, knowing I would never see that money again. But it didn't matter to me. All I cared about was helping others. Now I'm asking for somebody to look out for me. I need everyone's help if I'm going to pull this off. If you decide to give, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. If you don't, I thank you for taking the time to read this. God Bless.