Updated posted by Delores Gang 3 months ago
Doing laundry, packing, watching Angel sleep...
Doing laundry, packing, watching Angel sleep peacefully, starting to clean the room, goodbye Ronald McDonald House, we're going home today!!!! Angel had another nerve block yesterday (Stellate Ganglion), large needle in her neck, not a fun procedure but it was over quickly. Unfortunately no relief so the Dr put her on Methadone to give her body a break from the dilaidid and, hopefully, bring the tolerance down that way rather than the 5 day ketamine infusion. Hoping this works as we need to get home to our own beds, our dogs, our support network, my job, her friends...you get the picture...bills don't stop coming in but the paycheck is smaller when I only get half the time put in, thankful I was able to do that and looking forward to putting the hours in this coming week. Need to call the neuroopthamologist next week, the wobbly eyes are returning so, possibly, another round of hyperbarics? We'll see what the future holds, thinking positively and hoping (praying) we'll see things start looking up from here. Thank you all so very much, you may not feel like you've done much but we feel the love and that's what keeps us going when things look hopeless. Thank you for the long talks, sharing your problems too and maing me feel "normal" even if it's just for a little while, that helps more than words can express. Don't think I could have made it these last 2 years without all the love and support you have given. Thank You, 2 words that seem inadequate to cover all that you have done and the love you have shown without fail..I don't think it's possible to really let you know how much this means to me, to Angel, it's overwhelming when I sit and think about it. Cyber hugs to all! I will post another update sometime next week, please hit "share", let everyone know how much you've helped us, and maybe we can help someone else by showing how much love is really out there!!! Be healthy, be safe, and know the love is coming right back at you all!
Updated posted by Delores Gang 3 months ago
We were at the ER last...
We were at the ER last night until 5:30 this morning. Pain level was off the charts and they had to give her fluids and IV meds to bring it down to a tolerable 7 (out of 10). Can you imagine having a headache for over 2 years now? Found out today that the Dr has been out of the office the last 3 days, that explains no return call...she has an appointment at 9 tomorrow morning to see what the next step will be..she's developed a strange rash, red and radiating heat that moves frome one area to another. Stumped the Drs at the ER, possibly a side effect from the nerve block...hope to get answers/direction tomorrow. Will post another update after we learn more tomorrow. Please keep sending good thoughts, positive energy, and prayers. Your encouragement helps more than words can express. If you have time, hit "share" we haven't made it around the world yet! Sending the love back to you, cyber hugs for all!!!
Updated posted by Delores Gang 3 months ago
Back at the Ronald McDonald House...
Back at the Ronald McDonald House in Cleveland...We checked in Saturday ("easier to get a room on Saturday than on Sunday") and enjoyed the Superbowl with the other families watching the tv off the kitchen, good food good company but NO alcohol, Angel commented how strange that was, a Superbowl with no beer, wine, or mixed drinks!!! Gotta love a 22 year old perspective! She had a Tri-Geminal Nerve Block Monday and, by Tuesday late afternoon, returned to the same pain level as before the procedure. I called her Dr and they didn't get back to me until this morning and that was just his nurse checking on Angel's status to pass on to the Dr and saying she'd call me back as soon as he went over her info...still waiting. His original plan was to try a Stellate Ganglion Nerve Block next and, if no relief, go to the 3 to 5 day Ketamine infusion. I'm wondering if it might be best to just go to the Ketamine as that's what is supposed to "reset " her tolerance level for the pain medication. I'll definitely bring that up if he doesn't come to this logical conclusion himself. She stayed in bed all day yesterday and is still in bed now waiting, resting (thankfully), and building up her energy for the next step. When the pain gets really bad, you can gauge the intensity by the redness in her cheeks and ears which will also spread to her neck and chest. She was rosy last night and it really tears me up having to see her in that much pain and not be able to do anything to help. It makes me want to stomp across the street, make my way to the Dr on the second floor, grab him by the arm and drag him over here to see first-hand what she's going through. I'm sure Security would grab me before I could get him out the door but, what a thought...in a perfect world!
I will post another update after I hear from the Dr to let you all know what the next step will be. PLEASE hit "share" so that this can get to everyone who may be following and maybe her experiences can help someone else who may be suffering. Keep sending good thoughts, positive energy, and prayers...we LOVE you all!!!
Created by Delores Gang on November 8, 2012
I am Delores (on the right), Angel Sunshine's (on the left) mother and caretaker ("Momager" as she calls me). Angel was diagnosed as having an AVM on her brainstem in September of 2011. Due to the location and "eloquency" of this AVM it is inoperable. Numerous angiograms have shown that embolization is not an option as they are unable to embolize the full AVM and to only get part could cause this to go off balance and rupture and bleed on her brain which could cause seizures, stroke, and even death. She had stereotactical radiosurgery in March of this year and this caused hair loss and hot flashes and all the basic post-radiation symptoms. I, as her caretaker, have had to put my job "'on hold" mainly sice her diagnosis and at this point am lucky to be able to put in 10 to 12 hours a week. Needless to say, as a single mother, all our financial resources have been exhausted. Friends and family have helped to the extent that they have been able but we are now a month behind on rent, overdrawn at the bank, less than $20 in cash on hand and electric, phone, and all household bills adding up daily. I was able to get advanced annual and sick leave and am also on the "leave donor" program at work but all the leave that has been donated up to this time has been used. My vehicle is on the repossesion list and now my car insurance has been discontinued as I was unable to make last month's payment. I have pawned all the jewelry I had and will lose that to the pawn shop this coming weekend. We have reached our catastrophic coverage limit on insurance so, thankfully, all medical bills and prescription medications will be covered in full through the end of this year. Will I have the money for gas/transportation to get her back and forth to medical appointments etc? That remains to be seen. Her vision is extremely limited at this time due to the pressure on the occipital nerve, she blacks out multiple times daily and has even fallen down stairs multiple times due to this as she now has no advance warning feelings when a blackout is coming on.
Please, if you are in any position that you can help in any way, donate. If, however, you are reading this and are unable to help financially, send positive energy, prayers, and good thoughts her way. Thank you from the bottom of my heart...
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You are in our thoughts and prayers and will plan to see you within the next week. xoxo
posted by Nicole Smith 5 months ago
One more day of hyperbarics this week, off Thursday and Friday, trying to work some decent hours Friday hopefully that will work out. Please keep this circulating I want it to go around the world!!!
posted by Delores Gang 6 months ago
Thank you to all of those who have shared/kept us in your thoughts/donated. I'm at a loss of words for the outpouring of love and support from you all.
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