rent,books,child illness....

For those who have viewed and/or will view I must say I am very sorry for not giving an update. I received an email today that made me realize that I have not been communicating. Which may be a good idea (to communicate).

I have been dealing with a lot. My emotions are scattered and I cry, way too much for myself to even handle. I am beyond scared and nervous. I know I did this to ask for donations for school supplies and help with living assistance, but I am starting to notice I'm more in need of someone to talk to.

He is doing the best he can for someone in his situation. His tumor is not like the first which is even making the doctors take much caution. A fear of him rejecting a transplant along with a possibility of developing more tumors. I am still behind in rent. More then a blessing that the landlord is working with us some. But how long is that going to last? I am stressed to the point I don't know what to do. I understand life throw you a curve ball but how do one deal with this?

Unable to keep a paycheck to pay bills because we are always at one of his specialists. Which is something that can take all day. I am starting to feel lost and confused. I just wish they could just tell me what is wrong with my baby! Just make whatever it is that is in his system that is developing different types of tumors go away! We need a miracle and a lot of prayers.

At the end of the day, a donation is a donation. Whatever is fine, need it be helping financially to giving advice and a listening ear. I am more in need of advice and a listening ear. I'm will to become homeless just to have my baby's health normal.

Please help anyway possible...